To feel this way

I feel as if I've lost you.

Too many losses within the past week; if you're gone too, there's no reason for me to survive. I'm so tired but why should I sleep if you're not mine? Why should I function at all? Two bottles of Melatonin in the cabinet in the bathroom. I wonder how many I can take before I go to sleep for a long, long time.

I love you. Romeo and Juliet suicide.