I’m so far gone now.
I’ve been running on empty.
I don’t like how all I do is lie anymore. Are you okay? Yeah, I’m fine. It’s a dance and I know all the steps. Smile here, fingers on your hypothetical shoulders to prove I still love you - which I still do - move your feet three steps to the left. Dodge the bullets, keep the smile. Everything’s alright in this play.
All I’ve been lately is numb. Now the numb is gone and I’d give everything to have it back. I don’t like the emotions. I don’t like the pain and anger and sadness. I don’t like the love. I want to go curl up in bed and I want to cut and oh my god I just don’t want to explain any of this to you.
I’m so far gone now.
Do you want to take me on?
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