With her gone like she is now, I find myself slipping into unhealthy, odd, sleeping habbits. I miss her but I'm content with her voice and the knowledge that she thinks about me as much as I think of her. I work my schedule best so I can hear her voice as much as possible. My days are more content when they aren't filled with frantic, rushing thoughts of her moving on from me. Soon I'll crumble back into sleep until her call pulls me back into reality and tomorrow I will spend my day in bed, again, hoping for nothing but her.
It's strange how one person can completely take over your life.
This quote describes our relationship from my point-of-view so well:
Another very crude effort, and yet I am trying to get at something utterly heartbroken and therefore UTTERLY HEARTBREAKING.
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